By Annette St. Jacques, Peer Research Ambassador
Research changed my life, and here’s why:
It was my first semester as a first-year student. I chose my major based on what I was interested in during high school, but I did not fully know what I wanted to do with my life after college. I still had so much time to think about how I wanted to implement the degree that I was working for, but I wanted to try something new in a field I was interested in.
I learned about research from a professor. At the time, I was unaware that all the professors have some sort of research going on outside of teaching. I started looking into the research labs within my major, and sent a lot of emails hoping for any type of response. At that time, I did not know how to get involved. It took a few months to find a lab that I felt I could fit into, but by the end of my second semester, I was able to secure a spot in a lab for the fall.
I spent my second year reading publications and getting trained on new techniques. Believe it or not, I spent the greater part of my third semester dissecting fruit fly ovaries. More importantly, I started to appreciate how research works. I decided that next summer, I wanted to stay in the lab, so I applied for a SURF award and received one! I spent that summer fully focused on my project, without having to worry about classes. That summer was eye-opening, and it made me ponder about what I wanted to do with my life.
In my third year as a student and my second year as a researcher, I gained confidence in the work that I was doing. I was able to get some interesting results in my research project, and I was able to present my data all across the country at symposiums and conferences. My spring break included a long weekend in New York City, presenting at Madison Square Garden, and a week in San Diego, attending a national conference. While these opportunities were just some of the big ones, there were small things I have learned in my research journey.
Since I was little, I was fascinated by how things work. Research is hard work, but I have also found a passion for creativity. I have learned how to read about something, think about an idea, come up with a question, and see what happens when I experiment. At the end of my third year, my project mentor said that I could work in the lab again in the summer. I have gained independence is my abilities and helped me figure out what I want to do with my life.
For me, classes and course work does not come easy. Studying and memorizing just to be settling in the medians for exams was, and still is a struggle for me. Research has become an outlet for me. It is a place for me to learn into the depths of my mind and think of the unknown. Now that I am going into my last year as an undergraduate student, I have realized that research has helped me find out who I am and how I want to go forward. The critical thinking skills I have acquired have helped me in the lab, but also outside of the lab. Research has, and still is, teaching me new outlooks.
Looking back, I realize how naïve I was. I thought that my major was just a single road to a specific career. Getting involved in research opened up my mind. I have been able to take what I learned in my courses and implement it in a different way. I have also had the opportunity to explore different career paths. My research mentor has been able to connect me to many experts in my field and help me plan for my future in a different way than I ever imagined.
Now as I enter my last year as an undergraduate student, I have decided that I want to pursue a career as a researcher. An idea that I never thought about before coming to UConn, but one that I have found to be my true calling.
Annette is a senior majoring in Molecular and Cell Biology. To learn more about her, click here.
